Life’s sooooooo hectic these couple of weeks… yesterday was the pick. Have never ever talked so much:-) I talked to 32 people in three hours:-) cell phone’s a blessing and I got this tomorrow:-)

The best news is that Edgar’s admitted to all the three British universities he’d applied earlier!!!!!! Couldn’t be a better news to brighten my day:-) Now we’ve got to make the final choice, which I tell you is not less of a challenge than filling in all those incredible forms:-), and start looking for scholarships. Hope we can be successful.

I feel an urgent need to leave the country for at least a week. I’m getting overworked, pessimistic, less prone to smile and tired (this has been my buzz word for quite a while:-))

Interesting things that happened:

- my renewed enthusiasm in having Anahit as a friend,
- discovering Lou Salome,
- understood that panic is the worst aide when you’re drowning
- eeeeeeeem, getting crazy, I don’t think I’m a social animal, no! (mejdumetie:-) these people keep arriving)
- one of the best quotes I've read recently “When people are so different, almost opposites to each other as you and me (Salome referring to Paul Ree in her letter to him) they are happy to find at least a point of contiguity. But when they are as similar as Nietzsche and me, they suffer from a single difference between each other.” How true is this?
- I desperately want to have kids. Never ever before have I felt this way:-)
- Tried online dating and it’s not much fun. I think I don’t enjoy superficial interaction in whatsoever form. I enjoy life and a good laugh, I do not suffer pompous loftiness:-) Perhaps what ruins my relations with men (and women as well), is the intensity of feeling and thought, which I seem to require of them. Vatche was very interesting, but I guess the same thing scared him off as well:-)
- Miran Basha keeps sending me an invitation to join the name database and I have no clue who this person is:-) I tried once to cautiously hint that I don’t know him (I just assume it’s him:-)) and got no response and another invitation:-)
- I wonder if the border thing was true…

No, that’s enough of stupidity for now…