dawn

Monday, May 22, 2006

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a's getting married in two weeks or so. man, does it hurt:-) oh, well... at least, the vicious cycle is closed. i'm good at marrying off the guys i love:-)

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Paviç and "Krist"

One of the biggest controversies about me (or myself?) is the fact that I’m so dependent on public opinion (or approval rather) to move forward. At the same time I don’t give a heck what they think of me and my actions… this little comment today on the Armenian blog seemed to make my day and made me want to write more. When I feel like people are appreciative of me, I tend to be productive, creative, full of life. Otherwise, I just carry on with life as if I’m doing it a favor:-)

Started reading Paviç, and guess what? I love it! This was unexpected. I love the sense of humor, the marquezian realistic, routine “fairy-taleism” and the intrigue of style.
I would love to meet ak.

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

how do people stand such an uneventful life? i believe this very question pushed adam and eve out of the paradise:-) my days are overwhelmed with accord and teaching and thanks God, at least this is fun!
i totally enjoyed kundera's essay and have moved on to nietzsche, but can't read it. every time i read smth so comprehensive, it takes me a while to start another book.
i came to dislike this blog as well, maybe violation of privacy is permitted only when you are ready to allow the "transgressers" into your life and they are ready to become part of it? there was no violation in this case, but don't feel like being open any more.
anyway, i wish God can have some mercy served for me on these days:-)